Is it a good idea to talk about personal thoughts and feelings on Youtube?

So, I know I’ve already made a post about why I’m not doing Nanowrimo, and most likely never will. But I decided to get my thoughts into a video, so that’s what I’ve done this week. Today’s vlog is definitely of a personal nature. I’m putting it all out there, the stress and pressure that can cause anxiety, the feeling of being left out as well as conflicting emotions of introverts and people with social anxiety when it comes to events within the writing community. In other words, I’m pretty vulnerable here.

I have no idea what sort of response this video will get, if it will get any at all. (Although I suppose no response is always better than a bad response!) But it has been my goal from the start to be honest and personal on my Youtube channel, because I know I enjoy it when watching other creators being relatable and human in their videos. That sort of thing doesn’t come easy though, you have to dare to be yourself on this huge platform, despite the risk of getting attention from unfriendly people. The mere fact that you’re putting yourself out there is actually pretty daunting.

So – if anyone reading this decides to give my new vlog a watch, just know that I would be tremendously grateful if you would give it a thumbs up or even a comment to show support and friendliness. (Should you be interested in watching any other of my videos, click here to get to my channel.) Cheers everyone, and have a great Thursday!

Lost in Nanowrimo Land

Don’t get me wrong – I love the online writing community. I don’t think I’d be where I am today in my manuscript without it. It’s been a tremendous help, both in support and advice, and I’ve connected with some really lovely people.

But…

There’s something in the culture of the community that tends to get really obsessive sometimes. Especially now – it’s November, meaning Nanowrimo, short for National Novel Writing Month. The goal for anyone that participates is to write 50k words in the month of November, usually as a first draft for a novel. It’s a challenge, so to speak.

I’m generally on board with this premise. I’m not participating, but I can understand the appeal and why people would want to give it a try. What I find a little frustrating though is the insane hype about this all around social media. No matter where you look – on Instagram, Twitter, Youtube or even Facebook of all places, nothing else is discussed but Nanowrimo.

With the added hype of October, called Preptober (well isn’t that clever), that means two whole months where the online writing community is at a full stop on all things not related to Nano. I usually try to be a positive person, but I can’t help but being a little disappointed at this. The new thing is also about not making the writing process a solitary experience, now it’s all about live streaming writing sprints (?) and being part of a team to help “win” Nanowrimo. Not participating in this has become synonymous with being an outsider in a community supposedly full of introverts. It’s madness, truthfully.

I mean sure, if you’re into that then good for you. I just find it really strange, but that’s just my opinion. I’m going to continue working on editing my manuscript and hope that the obsessiveness goes down a bit in a couple of weeks.